[OhmyBlog] A letter for those who feel tired of our unremarkable lives

Whenever I come back to Korea, I meet two close friends while having a conversation with a cup of coffee and a nice meal. We are childhood friends and always stick together as a threesome.

However, one of them, who married a Japanese lady, passed away 2 months ago. Until last year, we had a meal talking about tiny bits of our life but now he suddenly disappeared.

It was truly unexpected that he died of myocardial infarction, I was so sorry for not being at his funeral because of the long distance barrier, I was too far from Korea at that time. After I got back home, I went to the cinerarium where my friend’s bones placed with my other, living, friend.

Before going there, I was extremely worried that I would break down and weep in front of his remains but I didn’t feel as much sadness as I thought, instead I just stared at his antemortem photo and the urn with his ashes. It hasn’t sunk in yet that my friend isn’t with me anymore.

Today I saw the news of the suicide of Sung-min Cho, a previous Korean baseball star. Someone goes through a terrible day that he or she can’t endure anymore, but my friend who died might really long for the day with bright sunshine and fresh air in winter.

Recently I felt really disgusted about my mundane life and at that time I just faced my friend’s death. Now I can feel the wonderful value of our life. As soon as we live we can express any other feelings such as I love you, thank you and sorry and so on. So I really appreciate my friends and my family being with me, and also a special thanks to my friend who died and made me realize our life’s worth.

Life is that somebody’s death gives a big enlightenment to the alive.

My dear friend, I promise that I will do my best for everything while I live.

* OhmyBlog: Citizen reporters can contribute their stories not only through in news form but also in essays on OhmyBlog. There they have published some books such as collections of essays and poems. A blog payment system has been introduced that Ohmynews readers contribute to voluntarily since 2010.

** For original blog in Korean: http://blog.ohmynews.com/vagabond/rmfdurrl/490070

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